Dear all (including my fans),
A week before my graduation, I felt my first real melancholy. I've felt all kinds of sadness before, but this one takes the cake. Sure, getting a diploma can make anyone smile, but the transition takes that smile away. I'm afraid of losing my best memories, and I want to see you all smile. I'm sorry that my mind has been all over the place.
Existential crisis is a real thing, and it hurts. I'd love to hear some of your experiences that have felt similar to mine. What is the melancholic part of your life for you?
Dearest,
NASHqp
YendorNG
Nash, I earned my High School Diploma in 2007 and went to NYC to find a Job and go to college. There were no jobs as the financial crisis finally hit. I was very sad for a long time that everything I was taught in school did not apply in a recession world (and that FASFA requires parent's financial information and I couldn't file alone until I was 27.) :(
A new recession is here and it may be very difficult starting out right now. It is doable but may take time. Good luck. :)
NASHqp
Yeah, the economy is crazy unpredictable. I hope that you achieve financial success, and I wish you good luck too.